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make believe
02:58
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I don't know how I'm supposed to feel
But if God knows I'm trying
Then, please know I'm trying my best
To make believe I could be anyone
To make believe you could be anyone but yourself
Who'd of known I'd be the foolish one?
To make that connection
I should've known it would
Collapse beneath the both of us
I made believe what we stood on was solid ground
I tried so hard to let you in
I made believe we could be anything more than this
It's not your fault, you tried your best
The best you had to give
It's not so hard to be alone
I guess it's more than you could handle
You moved along no looking back
and we grew apart for one real reason
I gave up the one thing I needed for myself
A sense of substance and chivalry
Became clouded by crippling insecurity
And I knew that it would come to this
When I tried to talk to you on the riverfront
You didn't want to (it didn't feel right)
I tried so hard to let you in
I made believe we could be anything more than this
It's not your fault, you tried your best
The best you had to give
It's not so hard to be alone
I guess it's more than you could handle
You moved along no looking back
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fallen leaf
05:26
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I don't feel the same way that I did before
You don't act the same way that you did
I don't know why the seasons changing
You and I, we need our space to grow
Drawn into connection that we craved for so long
Falsified emotions that weed felt
Convinced that they could be discovered
Tirelessly seeking undercovers
Give me your love in the dark
You could keep us alive in the dark
3 months passed your memory started to fade away
In spite of all the time we spent
Trying to find a way to muddle
To salvage all the wreckage we had build
As we were led into temptation
Grasping at the last falling leaf
There we found we couldn't discover
What we needed seeking under covers
I'm not holy
And you're too young
You're not godly
I'm not worthy
I feel too old
In my skin
I'm not godly
I am not worthy
We are not holy
And we're too far gone
To be godly
With eachother
And I needed
Some direction
But you're too young
And you're not godly
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be brighter
03:01
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Everything makes sense to you
Nothing comes as easily to me
But I found when I adore you
Everything make sense
It's what I find when I adore you
I've had it so easily
Nothing's been as you expected
When life could bring you down
You still see some beauty in it
All this strength beyond your years
No one ever said it'd be this hard
To believe in life and love
You believe in life and love
And that's what I se when I adored you
Everything makes sense with you
It starts to come more easily to me
I've found when I adore you
Everything starts makes sense
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I know you couldn't stay with me
I know I couldn't wait to leave
I didn't radiate like I used to
Our love, it lost its shine
Holding on to our past as communion
Heaven knows I tried
Romance was tired and our love an illusion
We sat and watched it die
Grasping at the final leaf
Reaching for what we wanted to be
Could not prolong the truth any longer
Could not maintain our tree
And did you go and use my memory
Only weeks since our end
Were you trying to hurt me?
Heaven knows it did.
we could not grow
Or you didn't show me
And I didn't care
No, I didn't care enough
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acne
03:48
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I'm painfully aware of the pores in my skin
All my imperfections
I'm painfully aware of this hole in my heart
All my second guesses
I'm consciously aware of the clothes that I'm in
All my disposition
I'm consciously aware of the trouble I caused
All my imposition
I'm so tired
Of trying alone
It's all I know
I'm so tired
I've got pride
Stings like a knife
I've got me
I'm all I need
I've got me
But I'm so tired
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